Someone just started following this blog and it dawned on me that I haven’t posted here in absolutely ages. As I’m awaiting feedback on a few things I thought I’d take the quiet moment to rectify the situation. Maybe it will even inspire me to update the damn thing more often. Or maybe I need a smack to the head to make me do so.
So, what to write about?
My grandkids are all growing faster than I’d like (six of them, now). It makes me seem old just watching them change so much every time I see them. My youngest, Ariana, has started cutting teeth and it hardly seems five minutes since she was born. And my eldest, Caitlin, is rapidly approaching her 11th birthday. And now I realise I’m sounding like every other old fogey out there.
When I’m writing it’s like age has no relevance whatsoever. My mind is fired up, sharp, filled with ideas and in love with the words.
Speaking of my mind, I’ve been feeling a bit more creative since coming off my medication recently. Although there are still a few problems, I think I’d rather manage them than go through the slightly disconnected feelings I’ve been having. It seemed like my emotions were all dulled and my rational mind was taking too much control.
Take my brother, for instance. I just realised I didn’t post here about how he was rushed into hospital last year and, after an emergency operation, was diagnosed with cancer. Because of the medication I was on it didn’t properly register with my emotions and I began to feel a little guilty that I wasn’t more upset by the awful news. Over Christmas he was in a really bad way and my rational reaction made me think I had to do something about my medication. I’ve had a few weeps since then. Although my brother’s condition is not good in the long term, recently he’s been a lot better on a day-to-day basis and I go and see him a couple of times a week.
I’ve been incredibly busy with the writing lately, which is always good considering I’m a freelance writer, but I’ve pretty much given up on the comics as a result and don’t have as much time for drawing and painting as I once did. Ah well, I can’t do everything.
Spring is filling the garden with new growth and buds and a few early flowers. We have frogspawn in the pond and the goldfish have survived the winter okay. We even have a new footpath.